meheartyou!!

you are so very welcome my love. it is easy to think of the ways you make me happy!

love,
me

hey baby! i love his poem!! thank you so much!! you are just wonderful!! i miss you lots and lots!! i'm sorry you have a fever blister on top of the wart thingy! but i want to see you more than anything! so i don't care if you can't kiss me for 2 weeks! at least i get to see you!! i miss you more than i could ever convey to you in words! 

well, on the home front, things are looking well so far. i may have a little money to bring with me to see you, so that will be good! tomorrow i am going to see mandy-ho for her b-day celebration! maybe you can call her and wish her a happy b-day, if you want! she is actually starting to miss you, maybe because joe is missing you a lot. i think she has been realizing more and more about your personality, and how to take you.  you know, like not to take the things you say personally! she has been talking to me about a lot of stuff. even the fro situation and she really feels for you! which surprised me. i think she was starting to kinda get use to fro. i don't really wanna call it "like".  but that is a good start for the two of you when you get back home. i think you will really like being an uncle! yay!!!

then sunday is krista's graduation party! omg!! she is growing up so fast! she is going to more than likely graduate with honors! she really has her head on her shoulders, well, at least when it comes to school. she is dating mosier right now! but that is not necessarily a bad thing! he mentioned to me that he may be wanting to kinda settle down and quit his man hoaring ways, so we'll see...

then monday me and the hoes will be hanging out together again prolly here! and then i will go to tonya's house to spend the night so she can take me to the airport! yay!!!!!!! happy day!! i hope!!! hehehe!!

well, i miss you and i love you!! the poem is awesome!! i love you so much baby!!

to my finest and most desirable Nicolette,

from tip to toe,
from toe to tip;
i love your eyes,
i love your hips!

from skin so soft
to hiney bare,
you make me hard!
you make me care...

from lips so wet
and kisses sweet,
I dream the day
of when we meet!

i kiss your puss, mmmmm...
i kiss your feet,
i kiss your neck-
i make you squeak!

your body is fine.
my eyes are yours.
your body is fine!
let me adore
may 28th

well, i have listened to the Avett Brothers' album you sent me twice. at first i was a little indefferent, but as i listened to it more, i liked it more. you are right, the songs do really describe us in a lot of ways. i really enjoy it! thank you for yet another wonderful music find! i must say i am missing Tom Waits, i think i will listen to him next! well, i had a good time with the hos today. i am really going to miss them when i am gone! we are going to go out  for Mandy's bday to El Nopal.  that will be fun. i think Mandy's other friends are coming also, with their significant others. i like them, they are very fun!  so, Tonya finally told Nick about Cobb. She said he said it didn't bother him, but i told her it might do some good to reassure him he has nothing to worry about.  well, our Hotie is doing well. he is as cute as can be! geeze he is spoiled!  i have been thinking about Cobb and will contact him soon to see how he fares in Livermore. i was recently debating on what books to take with me to see you, and decided you had plenty for me with you, but that i needed to take my Jane Austen books, my tree book, and Stranger in a Stranger Land book. I really liked that book, but never finished it.  I have only 2 overstuffed duffel bags to bring with me, but that should be enough!  well, of course my hotie and my very large purse as well, but i will be carrying that around in the airport with me, not checking it in. i love you very much! i am excited to read your poems! i miss you so very much! well, i will talk to you soon so i will now take my leave. hehe!! love you extremely sexy bitch!

this thing's starting to look like a real journal!

you didnt mention filming anything when I talked to you this morning, I guess you didn't film, or maybe you did! anyway, I love you babe. I miss you very badly, but it's only 18 more days!!! And now I know for sure exactly when we will be alone in coops house. I cant wait to enjoy every square inch of you!

i really appreciate you writing your thoughts down. i think you will agree with me that, after deciding to write and successfully doing so, a sese of insight spreads across the mind. it amazes me how differnt my thoughts can be once they are manifested on paper. I want to believe that in constructing thoughts in a tangible form, we are able to behold them in a light that before was only a shadowy notion.

i love you sexy, please take care of yourself so I can enjoy you fully when we see each other. I want my abby to be full of life and energy so that we may hike, and laugh, and fuck all day!!!

Ok, so I may be being filmed at work on Wednesday! Wow. I am a little nervous! Rick picked out 3 servers, 3 grill cooks, a prep cook, himself and Caroline to do the video. Since we have all the new equipment and we are doing the best with it in the company Imad decided that our store would make the training video that will be used in all the stores country wide! Ooh my!! Well, I made a little money today, then I went up to the cash stand to be a cashier for 3 hours. I think I will have a pretty good check next week! Yay!! That will pay for my rent. Then, I just gotta save up for the next two - three months expenses (cell phone, insurance, netflix, tanning, storage) and whatever I have left over will be for the trip! I am planning on working 40 hours a week for the next 3 weeks!! I did this week! I only have to do it for a little while before I leave! Then I will have a month off!! And when I come back home I can work even more!! Well, anyhow, I love you so much!! I get to look at the sexy pic of you on my screen saver every time I go to my computer!! Ooh my goodness you are so sexy!! I love and miss you so much!! I'm gonna get off here now! Hope you're having fun!! Love you my love!! You're a sexy bitch!!

Hey baby!! I miss you so much. It is getting harder and harder for me to be without you. I miss you!!!!  OOoohh my! Well, I love you! I went over to my mom's today. It wasn't bad. Took the Hotie! He had fun. They spoil him a lot!! He got to play like crazy with Shannon and the girl's dog Izzy! She is a terrier mix and crazy!! They had a lot of fun. Before they got to mom's hotie went downstairs and ate some cat poop. I cleaned his mouth out with soap. I felt bad, but he stunk so bad!! Then when Izzy came over he decided he liked her pee and licked some of that up too. What an ass!! I had to wash his mouth again, but not with soap, just water. Eww!! Anyhow, he had fun! I talked with mom and Ron and Mosier and with Chase when he wasn't playing his video games. He is such a punk!! I love you!! I miss you sooo much!! Ron tilled up a garden in the back yard. It looks really good!! He even planted cilantro and stuff!! I am a little excited about that! Ooh my! I just wanna hold you so badly! I know it will be soon!! But not soon enough!! Well, I need to go to bed soon. I have to open in the morning. Yuck!! But at least I will be making money!! For us!! YAY!!! I love you sexy bitch!!!! I miss you more than anything!! Bye!! Have lots of fun in California!!! YAY!! Bye my love!!