I do not think anything you have said its ridiculous! I think your teen idol friend's death can be looked at in many ways. The most important to me is that fact that out of the blue, you thought of him. I think that would have made him happy. What you have found has shed light on human nature and it is a lesson that everyone needs to realize, as you have.
life is so fragile; our consciousness is a heavy burden on us. without it we could mindlessly follow instinct and worry little about feelings and needs. Because you have made realizations about life and death, I feel that you are more equipped to deal with tragedy, and life more generally. There is nothing wrong about how you feel. It is inhuman to not feel, and the people on that radio station did what the Times instructed them. Out with the old and washed up. who cares!
I think our Mind is the greatest gift of Nature. Don't try to shut off or feel bad for being human, I have learned so much from you. I used to believe that to the degree I could separated myself from emotions, I would be stronger and less vulnerable. Look what has happened to me, to us. I was completely unprepared because of my beliefs. I know now that feeling strongly, with or without a reason, has meaning far beyond my limited ability to comprehend. I respect my emotion's control of me, and because of that I feel I can now take the wheel with more direction. And i respect you more than ever...
Come sail away with me baby!
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
No comments:
Post a Comment