we talk. he said he would call me, and here I set waiting. I wait. and wait. i wonder if he is thinking that I am waiting for him. he has forgotten about me, i am waiting for nothing...
i have gone through this so many times, waiting on someone. i don't know why we do it, but there is something about being disappointed that is appealing. it's like, "i knew this would happen". i almost feel good when I feel bad. let me feel sorry for myself.
why do we do this baby? why is it so easy to get upset? are we predisposed to unhappiness? do we expect it more than happiness? I don't want to be unhappy, especially when there are so many things to be so happy about! like the fact that in only 28 short days, we can be together! like we have never been together before! i know that at least for me, I will enjoy every second with you like there is no tomorrow. when I kiss you, i will pretend that it is the first time. i will get those chillbumps on my arms, and that fluttering in my heart.
my desire for you is immeasurable. i see so many beautiful women around me, and the only one I want is you!
I love you baby, i hope you are ready for me; cause i want to squeeze you tight and never let go...
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